well i officially hate school and it hasn't even started yet. i think that i am the only senior that has fifth period lunch and it pisses me off.. im gonna try to get it changed... my mom said that she'll get my dad to go up there if they don't want to change it.. the counselors just don't want to do there job.. i think that i have called probably everyone that i know and they all have 6th lunch.. amanda has fifth but her schedule was wrong and so she might get lunch changed but i secretly hope that her lunch stays the same... that way i'll have some one to go with me to lunch .... so let me know if anyone has 5th
yeah so summer comming to an end i cant really say that it was that exciting... it was alright never really got to hang out to much.. i have been working a whole lot.. but thats okat becuase how many people can actually say that they love there job... cuz i don't want to do anything else... so i have a question for i guess anyone who even reads these anymore?
i want to get a tatoo when i turn eighteen and i couldn't think of anything that represents me.. so guys who know me or if you don't help a brotha out.
man i am just having one of those days where i am starting to hate everything everybody... i was going to go to schlitterbahn on monday with chris for his b-day... well ther first set back my parent didn't want me to drive... figured it out... second set back: can i get off of work but got someone to cover for me... and then everything is all ready to go... my mom calls and is all don't you have oratory camp... i was like no then i looked and i do... seriously the whole summer i do absolutely nuthing no parties no life just work eat and come home... the 4th sucked... so the one thing that i get to do that i will be able to have an ounce of fun... i ge that taken away to... then i get yelled at by my parents... how fun... sooo yeah im pretty pissed...
well today was kinda boring i wanted to do something fun but no one is effin picking up there phone... this summer is a huge dissapointment... i am sooo bored its ridiculous... but today i went out to dinner and a movie... no it was not a date... some people seem to think that right now... and i got home at nine but i really want don't want the night to end i want to pop to fireworks or somethin.. aaah well... everyone else have some fun for me...
so check this shit out... so sunburst gymnastics is going to hell in a hand basket they are losing all there coaches at once... me being one of them i am going to brown's gym... which i don't want to drop name... well yeah i do... i will be working under 1984 olympics all round champion vladamir artemov (he's russian)... yeah so fuck sunburst they don't know how to treat there coaches... and i still get to work with my friends andie and ryan... this is going to be awesome...
well yesterday i went to prom and it was pretty tight. there were a lot of juniors there so i was kinda surprised... it was a really nice place though... and i am proud to say that i tore the dance floor up... however next year we yall gotta learn how to cumbia... but it was fun... and the after party was soo crunk so yeah i had a really good time can't wait til band banquet... with the lovely candice peterson.... peace guys
omg tonight seriously sucked hardcore... i have never been so scared for someone in my life... tonight i had to watch one of my really good friends go in and out of consciousness in and out of being able to breathe... after falling on his neck at work... i have never thought that i would see someone that i care about in a position like that and hope i never do.. i actually had to think that there may be a chance that he may stop breathing and not come back.. i never wanna feel that ever ever ever again... aaaaaaaaaaah i hate thinking about it im out... but they got him to the hospital and everything is good thank god for that... and its crazy to think about... well im out
i don't know how i always seems to like the girl i have no chance with... just my luck... but there is someone else that likes me and she is cute but i just really hate to give up on this first girl... well that the dilemma as far as the love life goes... oh and today i was so pissed because i thought that i lost my paycheck and in actuality my dad knew where it was and didn't tell me... i was teaching me a lesson... well lesson learned and thankyou... but dang waat the FUCK!.. ummm i miss all my friends everyone seems to not be around anymore... i wont name names or anything cuz i dont' want to make anyone feel bad... and if you think you are one of them... don't feel bad...
Kanye album prediction- off the fucking hook !again
well today i was in a god mood for most of the day i mean i had made plan to go out with one of my freinds and i i called her numerous times to see if she still wanted to go and finally she picked and told me she might not be able to go... so i told her to call if she couldn't... never called..
then i called another friend and she said she might go to a party i made it clear to her that i want to go... so she said she'd call me back with the details if she was going cuz she was waiting for a call... well i called her after an hour and she said i don't know she was still talking to her friend about it... and ironically she said you didn't think that i would forget about you... and i go well... i guess not.. she said she'd call me back... hours went by and no call... still no call...
it just is a really bad feeling to think that you are kinda forgotten about... or to always be left out... but its funny cuz when i am doing something people always seem to call but then when im not... no one calls..
i just really hate high school... i guess i have friends... but i don't know if they think of me the same... i guess im a party pooper or something.. maybe everyone secretlty hates me cuz people think im an asshole... idk...
so it has been a while since i have updated... i have... not been busy... well i guess with family stuff... my uncle earl is officially retired... so if u see him on the street holla... j/k
i have just been really bored lately... you know what is funny... when i don't plan on going anywhere i get calls and i either don't get my phone or i am somewhere with my parents and i dont have my car...then i when i kinda want to go somewhere i call people and they are like oh im doing nuthing... wtf.. its cool though... i am completely cool with sitting at home and just jammin out to music that i have illegally pirated... oops..
so there has been a few people who have caught my eye lately... i mean i won't name names... but ya know... plus none of these girls are interested in me... dammit if there was one thing that i could change about myself it would be being scared of rejection... dang i gotta get over that...
oh yeah and for all the ladies out there... is it just me or are you really attracted to guys who treat you like shit...? i could be wrong
okay i have a question what is up with giving us a day to pretty much figure out our schedule... that is so gay i mean i know that they came to our class and everything but i mean who actually does that...(now i think about it i know someone who actually did..)ne who... i felt so pressured i hated it like i wanted to think about it for a night or something... but i know that i can go to freakin counselors office and get it all fixed...
also i have another dilemma i cuss way too much so for those of you who talk to me on a daily basis... i am allowed 5 cuss words a day... if i go over... then well i haven't figured it out... any ideas?
you i am not sure if its my fault or if it is anyones fault at all... but i do know how i feel and i feel lonely... and i am not sure why i feel like this day in and day out...well it ain't that i think about it everyday but damn something bout those saturday nights...lol... you know it always seems as though everyone has someone but me... and its not even about going out and stuff like that b/c if i wanted to im sure i could... but i mean lonely like... no one here to hang out with me... no one to really talk to... and i have a feeling that my best friends new "interest" is going to take up a lot of time... which i sure yall know what that means for me... yeah so i guess i'll have to get a shrink to talk to... hahaha... never finish on a sad note
so its the third day in a row i haven't had to run in track ... well i run stairs its sux... but better than running in cold.. i went to lunch with kristen today and we met up with perk and bj... it was fun i kinda miss hangin out with them... mos bad ass kids ever... this weekend though it on...
well a little word of advice... never assume anything... because your assumptions aren't always correct... that was a lesson i learned today... and i felt horrible...and i still do... next time i plan to just let whoever is talking talk and i will i turn keep my mouth shut... smile and nod...
okay usually i wouldn't be thinkin about my love life right now but i just got this email... and it was like it was mocking me... it said and i quote " so who is your valentine this year" then something about e greetings... but it was so funny i was like is there someone out who has a specific jobs to make me feel like a loser... lol... so hey all those ladies that are out there know anyone one who maybe interested it good ol' put put... im a nice guy really!!!
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